I am determined to feel content with the season change. I don't know what I will do without my bare shoulders and naked knees being exposed to the air. Of course I have already gotten the sickness that comes with the cold weather. Hopefully it will all pass quickly and I won't be bogged down with swollen tonsils again this year.
I am currently attempting a new music project. I have been pulling inspiration from people who are more talented than myself. Friends, authors, musicians, photographers, family members...etc. I like to think that I am soaking in all of these experiences and things so that later I can start putting them into my music or singing. The direction my life has gone since high school puts me in a weird state of mind. I talk to others my age and some are equally as stagnant or either way far ahead of the game. I have to remind myself that life isn't a contest it's something that you have to live and enjoy because you never know when your bucket is going to be kicked. Relationships and adventures make you stronger no matter how large or small. This all seems very obvious. This all seems very petty. But, this all seems very big-time to me.
-K
